Sunday, 13 November 2011

dad, Happy birthday to u~

14/11 is my lovely dad birthday. Stil rmb av years this month this day, no matter what happen we sure take out our time to accompany my dad to go restaurant to celebrate, and gv his a present. last years dad get cancer, but he stil follow us go celebrate, he is my superman in my life, no ppl can replace he..

this years, he pass aways already, i think he now at heaven and rest. He have been tired for 55 years.. But never at our front said 1 word TIRED. he willing to gv us good life, good family, no TIRED this word in his life.. dad, i love u..

today is he birthday, cant face to face tell he, hw much i miss he, hw much i nid he... Oli inside the heart.. dad, do u saw us? we always bring mum here n there, let her relax, do u saw it? i knw u got come bck, i knw u wanna hug us, but u cant... today is ur brithday ar, avtime u wil said, aiya, birthday oli ma, no nid celebrate, but when we bring u go out eat, i can feel it u so happy. DADDY, hw r u recently? izzit good? got eat full full onot? we stay strong here, dun worry us..

Yesterday brought a cheese cake for U, later mum wil cook something to u, rmb come bck eat k? n eat the cheese cake i brought...

11/9 dad use his own power to open eyes, smile with us... 4.40am, he closed his eyes n let go avthing. because he is suffered. And we cant face it tat time. its is too suddenly. a HOLIDAY become a FOREVER...... DAD................. I MISS U, I NEED U.... I LOVE U..... do u hear it?

LEE SOON HING, my daddy, happy birthday to u~

Friday, 14 October 2011

Father And Mother I Love You (FAMILY)

Family menas Father mother i love u...
最近很多人归天去。。老天爷,您忍心吗?
生死天注定,不要太难过。。。。。。。。
我的爸爸已经离开我们了。。 你过得好吗?记得休息,记得要放下一切,跟随神仙去。。。。。
这个月29 日,您记得要在家啊。。因为是449 天了。。也是你正式的离开我们。。。
就连灵魂也离开了。。我们会乖,会照顾妈妈和婆婆。。 您安心。。
我答应你,会坚强,会乖。。。

李顺兴,你要好好的休息,在身前,你为我们的将来拼的一身是伤。。
癌症的出现,让我们全家明白你真的是一个好爸爸,好到不得了的爸爸。。
癌症出现,你还是用最开的速度痊愈。在振作起来,又在拼。。。
一直到你的心脏病暴发,就结束了一切。。。。
彻彻底底的改变了我们。。带走了一切。。 没搜我们父爱。没搜我们疼爱。。。
爸爸,你知道吗?我想过放弃一切,跟随你。。
因为你每次都给我快乐。。 您曾说,家的门永远为你打开。。。 我会记得。。。
enghui 也骂醒了我。。 他疼我的方式不一样。。 我会乖,听妈妈的话,照顾家庭。。
爸爸,你去了好远好远的地方,再也看不到你,摸不到你。。
一切都成了回忆。。
爸爸,我很爱你。。 在我有苦难是,你二话不说,帮我,挺我。。。
您每次都说我很调皮,很坏蛋。。 您喜欢跟我玩。。 我也喜欢跟你玩。。
就像朋友那样。。 我会跟你分享我的快乐与难题。。
你总会跟我说,女儿,跟着你的心去做。认为对就放胆去。但,做了不要后悔,会后悔就不要做。。
我会记得。。

我有很多话要跟你说,但已经晚了。。迟了。。。
李瑞棋永远都爱你,想你。。
我会告诉我的孩子,他们的外公是那么的坚强,那么的拼,那么的超人。。。
要他们向您学习。。。。

爸爸。。 我爱你。。 想你~

Monday, 10 October 2011

1 month already... 11/09/11 - 11/10/11

Dad, u leave us 1 month already, we stil wil miss u...
every time chit chat with mum, bro o etc also wil said dad dad dad dad...
do u miss us? im working avday n go bck acc mum..
mum n sis was taking good care for company, u dun worry k?
bro having pmr.. he is doing well... we can handler it... do u saw??????

my dad name lee soon hing, he wil always inside my heart....
dad, u must take care urself n relax k? i love y forever~ muakzz

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

silent

Yesterday get to knw my dear colleague decided to resign. im so sad. We just know each other n ply tgt, work tgt.. im so happy to know, but now utold me u going to resign. I wish u good luck yah.. keep contact with me pls.. T.T
After work, went to Aeon JJ to brought her a pen, i wan she using this pen to get more sales, as a luck pen.Although it is not expensive, but is my heart, hope she like it.

After all of this, i went to a place, there will be my silent place, it is dark n dangerous. but i like it,because it is a small mountain, stand over there, the wind is strong, i can c the lighting there,bling bling, no sound.. is a very silent place. im relax over there. I feel stress after my dad thing settle, because the 1 i love already pass away, i cant talk with he avday, ply with he, n hear he gv me advice. Now, i oli left MEMORY between me n my DAD..

My bf, he no find me already, im thinking, mayb he wan have a silent day too. Avtime, is me to call he, if not he wont call me.. he said he busy, until nite also busy? i dunno... a call also cant gv? a msg also cant reply? dun understand. im mature, if u dun gv, then nvm... i wont disturb u..

Work, this is the thing im facing problem. it so terrible n horrible n vegetable.... %#*)(&$$_@. What i did, what i gv out until the end, is oli 0..... im sad enuff.. i wont so kind to helping jor, i wil become selfish. like tat i oli can success. im totally gv up!!!

Family, well done, so far so good..we can handler it. DAD, did u saw us? We r smiling to you, We r fine here, dun worry... R.I.P k? Papa, im missing u so much, i love u.. i didnt said I LOVE U infront of u. im regret............. T.T

Silent day, work without talk, lunch with Milla as a last lunch with her.. im cant let go.. i miss u Ms Milla Au Yong...

Im so miss all of u.....

Monday, 3 October 2011

想念

这几天不是做工就是在家陪妈妈。。
爸爸不在了,做工上出现问题又不能跟爸商量。。
跟男友商量了,就换来面红耳赤的结果。。 (累)
爸爸,你过得好吗? 你迟迟不给我们报梦是不是你要让我们慢慢忘记你?
你知道吗?妈现在过得好,我们的生活还过得去。。
我每天早上代替了你和妈吃早餐,您看到吗? 吃完了,我就向你说拜拜。。你有跟我说拜拜吗???
刚刚和男友吃早餐,没有话,全程没有笑,脸很臭。。在想,我们是不是不适合,该分手?
爸爸,如果你在,你会告诉我怎么走。怎么做。。。

我把所有的时间给用完。用在我的事业上。。。 感情,你给我散边去。。。。
爸爸,我想你,你有想我吗???

Sunday, 18 September 2011

走了

just bck to work, im sorry to my company n my manager. i have been stop working since 1sept til today. about half month... my company n manger didn complain anything about me.. i promise wil work hard..

my title, i guess some of the ppl knew, my dad was pass away on 11.9.11... he leave us n he went to a far far place.. he is suffer at hospital about 2 weeks time.. i knw he really hope can go bck klang.. but doctor not allow because his situation not allow, hope my dad LEE SOON HING understand.

he saw all of us last face, at midnight 4.40am, he pass away with a smile face.. im the 1 to saw his last face, dad, u knw i love u so much, i miss u when u around, i like to call u when im working o lunch time, ask u accompany me eat, ply with u.. nite time saw u at home i wil kacao u... u always told me, must work hard, ask me go bck factory to help u.. but dad, not i dunwan, is the situation not allow.. sis wil help to u to look around the office n mum... dun worry my lovely dad..

today already 8th days, me n bro stil cant face the problem, we think tat u out station, no so fast bck home.... but when i saw ur picture beside grandfather, my tear auto wil drop.. i cant believe it u knw? dad, now u already at another place, pls take care urself n help us look around mum.. she is so sad n emo nowadays... i promise u tat i wil work hard n earn more money, bro wil get good result in PMR, mum promise wil take care herself nicely, sis wil look around ur company, y.sis wil finish her acc course. dun worry, R.I.P dad..

i love u & i miss u~

Thursday, 1 September 2011

家人 - 爸爸

家人对我来说很重要。我可以没有爱情,没有友情,但我不可以没有亲情。。。
这次的佳节对我来说很不愉快。。。。。
我们一家人好久没去放假了。。 开开心心的前往槟城去。。。

到了那边,都很开心。。有说有笑。。 真的很开心。。

天不作美,回的那天,爸爸突然说胸口痛,一整晚没有睡。。 我们赶紧吃完早餐,
然后带着爸爸去医院。。 可是老爸他说要回家。。 我们知道不可以拖,所以带他去槟城医院。
还好,医院离我们不远。。 (天公保佑)

一到医院,医生连忙带爸爸去ICU 急救。。。。。
救了很久,医生才出来告诉我们爸爸是心脏病,血管柱塞。。
可是不能马上动手术,因为爸爸的血压很低,如果还是那么的低,医生叫我们有心理准备。。
晴天霹雳。。。
医生说,最快今晚,最慢明天。。 当时我的眼泪真的出来了。。。 
我们一整天在医院,在手术房前等候。。。 一直祈祷爸爸撑过。。。

老爸真的是超人,他撑过了。。奇迹发生了。。 他没事。。 可是还是在危险期,
我知道爸爸很辛苦,很痛。。可是爸爸,你答应我,你要回来的。。 我在家等你。。 你听到吗?
快点起来,快点回来。。

努力的跟病魔拼过。。 快点醒,血压快点高一点,心脏努力的跳。。。
爸爸,我很想你。。 我从来没跟你说我爱你这句话。。。。
我在 离开槟城时,说了出来。。 爸爸我爱你。。。 当时你的眼泪出来了。。 我知道你听到我讲话的。。 快点回来。。 我需要你。。 爸爸, 听到吗? 我等你。。。。 加油