silent

Yesterday get to knw my dear colleague decided to resign. im so sad. We just know each other n ply tgt, work tgt.. im so happy to know, but now utold me u going to resign. I wish u good luck yah.. keep contact with me pls.. T.T
After work, went to Aeon JJ to brought her a pen, i wan she using this pen to get more sales, as a luck pen.Although it is not expensive, but is my heart, hope she like it.

After all of this, i went to a place, there will be my silent place, it is dark n dangerous. but i like it,because it is a small mountain, stand over there, the wind is strong, i can c the lighting there,bling bling, no sound.. is a very silent place. im relax over there. I feel stress after my dad thing settle, because the 1 i love already pass away, i cant talk with he avday, ply with he, n hear he gv me advice. Now, i oli left MEMORY between me n my DAD..

My bf, he no find me already, im thinking, mayb he wan have a silent day too. Avtime, is me to call he, if not he wont call me.. he said he busy, until nite also busy? i dunno... a call also cant gv? a msg also cant reply? dun understand. im mature, if u dun gv, then nvm... i wont disturb u..

Work, this is the thing im facing problem. it so terrible n horrible n vegetable.... %#*)(&$$_@. What i did, what i gv out until the end, is oli 0..... im sad enuff.. i wont so kind to helping jor, i wil become selfish. like tat i oli can success. im totally gv up!!!

Family, well done, so far so good..we can handler it. DAD, did u saw us? We r smiling to you, We r fine here, dun worry... R.I.P k? Papa, im missing u so much, i love u.. i didnt said I LOVE U infront of u. im regret............. T.T

Silent day, work without talk, lunch with Milla as a last lunch with her.. im cant let go.. i miss u Ms Milla Au Yong...

Im so miss all of u.....