No idea

my man recently busy of working...
and he busy til forget me.... erm, shud i said he too concentrate on his business?
good or bad? dunno..... no comment...

dad, u leave us 4 months plus d..... time pass vry fast.... and i cant forget tat moment u leave us...
stil inside my heart... when i alone at home, i wil automatically think about u...
u bring me alot of happy, fun n all this is will inside my heart... no one will know...
when i need help, only u come out help me... u told me a word, 傻瓜，我是你爸爸。。tis sentence make me feel so warm.... daddy, tis oli our secret~ i miss u alot dad... i wish to talk with u.... i wanna ply n discuss with u... but now? only can see ur place is empty, ur table ur place all is empty...

dad, hw r u? avthing good? papa, cny coming..... last years cny we tgt with u... i promise i wanna celebrate cny with u for many many years.. but, god wanna bring u go... 2011 CNY become last and only 1 cny celebrate with u..... 11.9.11, I HATE U... U bring away my dad...! i hate u....

012-3xxxxx0 number, only mum is taking n answering.... no more ur voice, all oli photo n also sis phone record ur sound.... when miss u, hide myself inside my room n find bck all ur photo.... do u saw it? i knw u saw it.... i knw u feel heart pain too.... dad, u must c us nicely n popi us u knw? popi mama get many business n me also! papa, LEE SOON HING, i love u~

Me & U

Im bck, where i have been go? no no no... i fall to sick again n again~ (food poison + fever)
Hubby knw tat im get food poison n fever again and he finish all his work then nite time come over my house to take care me... he keep on touch my head to c weather my temperature raise onot... hw sweet??

hubby slp over my house about 1 weeks ++ already, i avnite also want he to acc me slp... i knw he is tired, but he so sayang me, because he knw he no time to acc me, only nite time, our dating is nite time dinner tgt, tat all... if he off day, then i faster finish my hand job then go dating with he... this is our dating life..

i vry happy tat, i didn complaint it.. i knw he is fight for his futures. me toooooo. hehehehe
nw, im vry healthy n full of energy... bck to work life....

hubby will bck to his house to slp already, i wont make noise to u.. just wan u to rest more n slp more... love u ....

dad, Happy birthday to u~

14/11 is my lovely dad birthday. Stil rmb av years this month this day, no matter what happen we sure take out our time to accompany my dad to go restaurant to celebrate, and gv his a present. last years dad get cancer, but he stil follow us go celebrate, he is my superman in my life, no ppl can replace he..

this years, he pass aways already, i think he now at heaven and rest. He have been tired for 55 years.. But never at our front said 1 word TIRED. he willing to gv us good life, good family, no TIRED this word in his life.. dad, i love u..

today is he birthday, cant face to face tell he, hw much i miss he, hw much i nid he... Oli inside the heart.. dad, do u saw us? we always bring mum here n there, let her relax, do u saw it? i knw u got come bck, i knw u wanna hug us, but u cant... today is ur brithday ar, avtime u wil said, aiya, birthday oli ma, no nid celebrate, but when we bring u go out eat, i can feel it u so happy. DADDY, hw r u recently? izzit good? got eat full full onot? we stay strong here, dun worry us..

Yesterday brought a cheese cake for U, later mum wil cook something to u, rmb come bck eat k? n eat the cheese cake i brought...

11/9 dad use his own power to open eyes, smile with us... 4.40am, he closed his eyes n let go avthing. because he is suffered. And we cant face it tat time. its is too suddenly. a HOLIDAY become a FOREVER...... DAD................. I MISS U, I NEED U.... I LOVE U..... do u hear it?

LEE SOON HING, my daddy, happy birthday to u~

Father And Mother I Love You (FAMILY)

Family menas Father mother i love u...
最近很多人归天去。。老天爷，您忍心吗？
生死天注定，不要太难过。。。。。。。。
我的爸爸已经离开我们了。。 你过得好吗？记得休息，记得要放下一切，跟随神仙去。。。。。
这个月29 日，您记得要在家啊。。因为是449 天了。。也是你正式的离开我们。。。
就连灵魂也离开了。。我们会乖，会照顾妈妈和婆婆。。 您安心。。
我答应你，会坚强，会乖。。。

李顺兴，你要好好的休息，在身前，你为我们的将来拼的一身是伤。。
癌症的出现，让我们全家明白你真的是一个好爸爸，好到不得了的爸爸。。
癌症出现，你还是用最开的速度痊愈。在振作起来，又在拼。。。
一直到你的心脏病暴发，就结束了一切。。。。
彻彻底底的改变了我们。。带走了一切。。 没搜我们父爱。没搜我们疼爱。。。
爸爸，你知道吗？我想过放弃一切，跟随你。。
因为你每次都给我快乐。。 您曾说，家的门永远为你打开。。。 我会记得。。。
enghui 也骂醒了我。。 他疼我的方式不一样。。 我会乖，听妈妈的话，照顾家庭。。
爸爸，你去了好远好远的地方，再也看不到你，摸不到你。。
一切都成了回忆。。
爸爸，我很爱你。。 在我有苦难是，你二话不说，帮我，挺我。。。
您每次都说我很调皮，很坏蛋。。 您喜欢跟我玩。。 我也喜欢跟你玩。。
就像朋友那样。。 我会跟你分享我的快乐与难题。。
你总会跟我说，女儿，跟着你的心去做。认为对就放胆去。但，做了不要后悔，会后悔就不要做。。
我会记得。。

我有很多话要跟你说，但已经晚了。。迟了。。。
李瑞棋永远都爱你，想你。。
我会告诉我的孩子，他们的外公是那么的坚强，那么的拼，那么的超人。。。
要他们向您学习。。。。

爸爸。。 我爱你。。 想你~

1 month already... 11/09/11 - 11/10/11

Dad, u leave us 1 month already, we stil wil miss u...
every time chit chat with mum, bro o etc also wil said dad dad dad dad...
do u miss us? im working avday n go bck acc mum..
mum n sis was taking good care for company, u dun worry k?
bro having pmr.. he is doing well... we can handler it... do u saw??????

my dad name lee soon hing, he wil always inside my heart....
dad, u must take care urself n relax k? i love y forever~ muakzz

silent

Yesterday get to knw my dear colleague decided to resign. im so sad. We just know each other n ply tgt, work tgt.. im so happy to know, but now utold me u going to resign. I wish u good luck yah.. keep contact with me pls.. T.T
After work, went to Aeon JJ to brought her a pen, i wan she using this pen to get more sales, as a luck pen.Although it is not expensive, but is my heart, hope she like it.

After all of this, i went to a place, there will be my silent place, it is dark n dangerous. but i like it,because it is a small mountain, stand over there, the wind is strong, i can c the lighting there,bling bling, no sound.. is a very silent place. im relax over there. I feel stress after my dad thing settle, because the 1 i love already pass away, i cant talk with he avday, ply with he, n hear he gv me advice. Now, i oli left MEMORY between me n my DAD..

My bf, he no find me already, im thinking, mayb he wan have a silent day too. Avtime, is me to call he, if not he wont call me.. he said he busy, until nite also busy? i dunno... a call also cant gv? a msg also cant reply? dun understand. im mature, if u dun gv, then nvm... i wont disturb u..

Work, this is the thing im facing problem. it so terrible n horrible n vegetable.... %#*)(&$$_@. What i did, what i gv out until the end, is oli 0..... im sad enuff.. i wont so kind to helping jor, i wil become selfish. like tat i oli can success. im totally gv up!!!

Family, well done, so far so good..we can handler it. DAD, did u saw us? We r smiling to you, We r fine here, dun worry... R.I.P k? Papa, im missing u so much, i love u.. i didnt said I LOVE U infront of u. im regret............. T.T

Silent day, work without talk, lunch with Milla as a last lunch with her.. im cant let go.. i miss u Ms Milla Au Yong...

Im so miss all of u.....

想念

这几天不是做工就是在家陪妈妈。。
爸爸不在了，做工上出现问题又不能跟爸商量。。
跟男友商量了，就换来面红耳赤的结果。。 （累）
爸爸，你过得好吗？ 你迟迟不给我们报梦是不是你要让我们慢慢忘记你？
你知道吗？妈现在过得好，我们的生活还过得去。。
我每天早上代替了你和妈吃早餐，您看到吗？ 吃完了，我就向你说拜拜。。你有跟我说拜拜吗？？？
刚刚和男友吃早餐，没有话，全程没有笑，脸很臭。。在想，我们是不是不适合，该分手？
爸爸，如果你在，你会告诉我怎么走。怎么做。。。

我把所有的时间给用完。用在我的事业上。。。 感情，你给我散边去。。。。
爸爸，我想你，你有想我吗？？？