想念

这几天不是做工就是在家陪妈妈。。
爸爸不在了，做工上出现问题又不能跟爸商量。。
跟男友商量了，就换来面红耳赤的结果。。 （累）
爸爸，你过得好吗？ 你迟迟不给我们报梦是不是你要让我们慢慢忘记你？
你知道吗？妈现在过得好，我们的生活还过得去。。
我每天早上代替了你和妈吃早餐，您看到吗？ 吃完了，我就向你说拜拜。。你有跟我说拜拜吗？？？
刚刚和男友吃早餐，没有话，全程没有笑，脸很臭。。在想，我们是不是不适合，该分手？
爸爸，如果你在，你会告诉我怎么走。怎么做。。。

我把所有的时间给用完。用在我的事业上。。。 感情，你给我散边去。。。。
爸爸，我想你，你有想我吗？？？

走了

just bck to work, im sorry to my company n my manager. i have been stop working since 1sept til today. about half month... my company n manger didn complain anything about me.. i promise wil work hard..

my title, i guess some of the ppl knew, my dad was pass away on 11.9.11... he leave us n he went to a far far place.. he is suffer at hospital about 2 weeks time.. i knw he really hope can go bck klang.. but doctor not allow because his situation not allow, hope my dad LEE SOON HING understand.

he saw all of us last face, at midnight 4.40am, he pass away with a smile face.. im the 1 to saw his last face, dad, u knw i love u so much, i miss u when u around, i like to call u when im working o lunch time, ask u accompany me eat, ply with u.. nite time saw u at home i wil kacao u... u always told me, must work hard, ask me go bck factory to help u.. but dad, not i dunwan, is the situation not allow.. sis wil help to u to look around the office n mum... dun worry my lovely dad..

today already 8th days, me n bro stil cant face the problem, we think tat u out station, no so fast bck home.... but when i saw ur picture beside grandfather, my tear auto wil drop.. i cant believe it u knw? dad, now u already at another place, pls take care urself n help us look around mum.. she is so sad n emo nowadays... i promise u tat i wil work hard n earn more money, bro wil get good result in PMR, mum promise wil take care herself nicely, sis wil look around ur company, y.sis wil finish her acc course. dun worry, R.I.P dad..

i love u & i miss u~

家人 - 爸爸

家人对我来说很重要。我可以没有爱情，没有友情，但我不可以没有亲情。。。
这次的佳节对我来说很不愉快。。。。。
我们一家人好久没去放假了。。 开开心心的前往槟城去。。。

到了那边，都很开心。。有说有笑。。 真的很开心。。
天不作美，回的那天，爸爸突然说胸口痛，一整晚没有睡。。 我们赶紧吃完早餐，
然后带着爸爸去医院。。 可是老爸他说要回家。。 我们知道不可以拖，所以带他去槟城医院。
还好，医院离我们不远。。 （天公保佑）

一到医院，医生连忙带爸爸去ICU 急救。。。。。
救了很久，医生才出来告诉我们爸爸是心脏病，血管柱塞。。
可是不能马上动手术，因为爸爸的血压很低，如果还是那么的低，医生叫我们有心理准备。。
晴天霹雳。。。
医生说，最快今晚，最慢明天。。 当时我的眼泪真的出来了。。。 
我们一整天在医院，在手术房前等候。。。 一直祈祷爸爸撑过。。。

老爸真的是超人，他撑过了。。奇迹发生了。。 他没事。。 可是还是在危险期，
我知道爸爸很辛苦，很痛。。可是爸爸，你答应我，你要回来的。。 我在家等你。。 你听到吗？
快点起来，快点回来。。

努力的跟病魔拼过。。 快点醒，血压快点高一点，心脏努力的跳。。。
爸爸，我很想你。。 我从来没跟你说我爱你这句话。。。。
我在 离开槟城时，说了出来。。 爸爸我爱你。。。 当时你的眼泪出来了。。 我知道你听到我讲话的。。 快点回来。。 我需要你。。 爸爸， 听到吗？ 我等你。。。。 加油

love

this few days, many thing surround me.. but, i keep to face it n be strong... this is the only way i can do..
face it solve it, let those ppl look down u hv a different kind of thinking...

erm, 1 more days, im going to penang hv a long holiday with family, since my dad fall to sick til my mum til me, we vry long didn hv a holiday jor... dad decided tis raya bring all of us go penang hv a long holiday.. relax... (happy)

this time my hubby will follow us going too.. but, dunno he wil last min cancel it? left me n my family go? no ones know... nvm, family is most important for me... love them much much...

this few day at home, keep chit chat with mum n dad, mum stil the same, avday av min keep mop the floor, my friend come my house also scare JATUH..... hahahah... too SLIPPERY... i keep complain each time she mop, i wil told her: "mum, do u knw my friend & my bf said our floor vry clean n slippery? they fall down do u knw? can u just stop it?" she reply me... :"our house got alot penguin, they like clean, they lazy to walk, they just lying down n slip go kitchen... i was WTF??? hahahahaa...

we r penguin family, scare we scare hot, we fat fat, short short, cute cute.. oppss.. (paisei again) hahah..
penang, im coming.. wait for me.. hubby, do u wil follow me?

i wish my hubby wil change his hot temper.. im getting crazy soon.  love is hard to solve, hard to face, hard to control..... im weak enufff....fff....ffffffff.....

ok, im get ready for tml presentation, long time didn do presentation in front of customer.. im get ready, n do my best, i want to get my sales! i nid more sales n $$$$$$$$$$$$!

decided hv a nice slp to9 n prepare for tml morning~ gambateh racheal lee...

long long long

long time didn update my blog jor...
full of spider net!! lol... * get away from my blog pls* arggggg

okok... bck to title..
this month alot thing happen on me.. but im still here to stand...
LOVE, no problem at all.. WORK, alot problem... FRIENDSHIP, wonderful... FAMILY, great....
so on my status u can saw me in problem on my job.... >.<
again n again, im suck in job, but i keep on trying n gv ppl scold like dog, but i willing to learn. cry n cry.. i promise to myself, fall down jor must stand bck asap.. i dunwan to lost ppl... i dunwan ppl look down on me. avtime got problem with my acc department n cordi, i sure gv them shoot until blood also out, but im stand here too... i already become monster, because u all, i nid to become monster to protect myself..

racheal lee wont be a turtle, cat o puppy... IM MONSTER right now.. (although i wil fall down easy, but i force myself to stand n keep on going, wont fall on the same place.. u guy rmb it... i hate u all more then i can said... but i just keep inside my heart n done my job quick n well.

this is not bad company i can said, just the HR got problem, A BIG problem i face.... DAMN!
busy for working working n working, because my BF is running fast, i nid to chase after he.. i wil to be same standard with he, i wanna be strong, tat y im keep on fall down n stand bck, i knw im behind enuff, but i wil chase 1 day, i knw my way to long, but C.E.H, i can saw u in front of me, finally i saw u... hw hard i chase u, do u knw? i knw if 1 day i slow down u wil run away from me... i hope u can slow down ur step n wait for me, but u wont.. hw sad am i... nvm, i wil keep on running n running... i wil chase u n hold ur hand tat time.. wait n c ba darling...

job ar job, when can i finish it? avday 8.30 get a call from HQ o boss, ask this n tat, phone non stop ringing, job keep on add!!! haizzzz....

racheal lee, aw C.E.H on ur front jor, keep chase..... but dun forget when running, learn avthing too ok? dun just pass by....

JULY already, time pass day by day, i wan vocation, but no $$... %#&*(^Q*)$
JULY nid to pass monthly report, weekly report, team report, branch report, personal report, annual promotion.... all report report report.... haizzzz...

dunwan bla bla at here d... nid to bck to my paper work n keep on face computer to do report.. bye bye~~

LOVE

Wonderfull ^^

my manager bck from south afica already... i hv handler all the doctument with he n help he. (he help me more)!
he brought a penguin bear for me... damn cute... i was hug it slp when my hubby is not my side.. hiek hiek..
thx you vry much yah...

yesterday all of them went out for working n gathering, actually already date with lao hui meet her at selayang, but nid to cancel, cz sis n dad suddenly go outstation work, mum go gathering, i nid to take care my bro, so i bring he go JJ eat then window shop then bck home continue my lovely slp.. slp til 7pm, my mum, dad, sis all come bck. then chit chat with them n watch movie tgt. My stomach was hungry with my bro, then all get ready to go out hv dinner... h,mmmmm, hw long we didn tgt go out eat since dad fall sick til nw? dunno.. >.<"

wonderful dinner over, then we went to JJ again! = = .. my sis wan to buy milk for the tml morning breakfast, and i brought ham... wanna do ham egg sandwish~ yohooooo...

after that we bck home n hv our rest hour time, all watch tv tgt n awhile mum said she tired wanna slp already so sis come to my room continue her movie... >.<"

yesterday, i forcing my hubby to said i love u n i miss u to me.. but he send me thing : i love you lee ruey chyi forever.. muakzz"

so sweet.. a simple msg but i feel so warm n touch~ i love u forever chia eng hui! muakzzzz..

im having my lovely breakfast prepare by my mum... i love u mum n dad! muakzzzz

Busy life

My boss went to south afica jor...
left 2 phone for me.. His phone is non stop ringing.. this av1 of my company also knw..
when the first day he fly, my acc department manager called me.. she said, wah.. racheal, u having 1 o 2 phone.. i said 2 of my manager n 2 of myself.. then she said then hw was the feeling? i told her VERY BAD! hahahahah

he is coming bck on nxt monday! faster come bck. n rmb buy a penguin bear for me! if noTTTTTT..... hahahaha

busy n busy.. avday also nid to charge the phone.. when i answer 1 phone, another 2 phone ringing n 1 waiting call.. hw crazy am i? n tat time im driving tooooooo... dangerous~ hahaha.. i knw i knw.. but wat to do? phone keep ring n i nid to pass inv to kepong, batu cave, ampang, damansara, klg, pj? the oli way is using bluetooth. but 1 blurtooth oli can connect with 2 phone each time, so another 2 phone i let it be... RING RING RING..

so tired of this.. avday wake up early to office and up date avthing then settle down all the problem then went out to gv inv collect payment, collect inv. 1 day 1 tank of petrol... rm18 toll fees... omg.. hw i going to use it? can i claim?? allowent not enuuf! hahahahahahahah~

avday get scold by salesman, cool them down, settle problem, gv office codi scold. damn, im new enuff.. im willing to learn, can u all teach me nicely? i no scare u all scold, but dun scold me without reason~ i also got mother to born okey? damn u~

1 day i also can b ur boss, hw u treat me i wil rmb nicely! hiek hiek.... busy half day d.. now oli 3pm, phone left 1 battery oli... hw??????? i dunno jor~

later went to swimming qith my babe... yuhoooo~